A hello to all …

A hello to all who get a chance to read this..Its been a while since any one of us has shared anything and frankly I don’t know why I am here as well. Well let me give it a shot.
So almost 2 years back the first member of 506 left and soon after there was another member going away. This was the start of a new beginning for a lot of us. No one knew what was in store and we all expected the best. Well with just 4 members left back 506 soon turned into 404 and life just continued and moved on at its own pace. There were times of happiness and joy with the success each of us had in their lives. Then at the end of the year we had the first official couple from 506. and that meant another change in our lives. Another member moving out and this time from 404.
Soon after we had our second official couple from 506/404; and we had another new place now 404 changed to 7XX and we have since then had 3 places to go to. We moved on our lives moved on and the times surely have moved.
With so much change happening and all of us getting so much occupied and pulled into our new lives it has just been so difficult at times. I sit here looking at the picture of all of them together once again and it brings back the memories of the time spent together, the fun we had and how i can never and will never be able to live those moments again. I feel sad that we have welcomed our new life so much that we have almost forgotten about what and who lay in our past. Well but i guess that’s how life works..You continue ahead and leave back the past for them to form memories.
i guess its just that at times it becomes really lonely and then you cherish the times when you actually had the good times which had problems of their own but still you had others to share your thoughts with and talk to. It is really weird but sometimes i really feel as to why just why do we really have to grow up? But I think we all have wanted to grow be independent.
I went to school made great friends and at that times the only thought that came to my mind was oh when will i grow older and just leave the rules in school and go to college which has no rules and i can do what i want. I went to college and soon realized that it wasn’t as fun it looked. Granted i had more independence and not as much control over me as in school but i missed those times. You had to care so less in school. Now that i was in college I had to think what would happen when i pass out. Will i get a job? I just wanted to pass college and get a job then it would be so much easier..my money, no more studies and i am independent. I made a lot of friends in college , some great ones and then graduated and got a job and once again this is not what i had expected. Life was not supposed to be so difficult..now that i have job i was supposed to be able to do whatever i chose. Well i was wrong again..late work, tensions about work, less time with friends.. No this is not exactly what i had thought. Its then that i realized that even though when i was young i had rules and control over me but those were the times i did not really think about what i need to do. I had friends who i could talk to for hours, play when i wanted and not care about how i will go about in my life.
Now i have grown older, my friends have their families, we have started to grow apart..I had never imagined that happening. Why does everything have to change and that too so drastically?? I just fail to understand. Well i guess these are the lessons of life that people keep talking about. We have had great friends and have had great moments with each other which i shall always remember and hope that we have several other great moments like these and that we all get busy but to an extent that we just don’t lose touch.

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~ by colordawall on October 23, 2011.